Stop beating yourself up.

Most pressure and misery is self inflicted, even if it is sparked by others.

The only real thing to fear is regret.

Regret isn’t regret if your intentions were right… it’s just hindsight.

So drop it and start living.

Uni

I can’t actually do this anymore! I have put in everything I have and more on top.

I’ve worked so bloody hard but nothings going in anymore. Im at absolute saturation point. All i’ve done is my best and should be supported by lecturers but some of them are just adding those final few nails to the coffin.

Im in such a state most the time that I can’t think straight. And what for?

Really what for? I honestly don’t know, i don’t know why im here, what im doing and why sacrificing my life, relationships, personality and well being to be torn apart by something thats expected of me but actually pretty much useless.

I know all of this isn’t normal, i should just enjoy the ride and get on with it… but that just isnt working for me, because this isnt me, its not what i want, not what i like, not what my heart is in and to be quite honest over the past few months i’ve realised there are bigger priorities so can life get off my fucking back and let me choose to follow them.